Monday, July 20, 2009

Feeling so damn fucked up right now.

I hate it when I can't seem to find something to do, it gets me thinking back into many stuffs.

I hate it even more when I start thinking about J and couldn't get him off my mind for the rest of the night.

Giving me so much high hopes and end up hurting me, causing me to shed tears over it and you doesn't seem to understand what happened.

Fuck it.

And, I'm still so not surprise to see Kirill not any matured. Not a single bit.

MJ is not dead and is hiding? All a decoy? Oh, please. -.-

You said you like MJ and so that's why you're making a joke out of him? Pfft. Whatever. -.-

Just stop living in the world of games and get back to reality. :/

And you know what?

My MP3 is FUCKED UP! -.-

When I switched it off, for some reason, it get switched back on AGAIN. -.-

Arghs.

Now, Sis is rushing me with the SCAS camp voulunteering shit.

Pfft.

Other can't confirm stuffs with me just yet, how the fuck am I suppose to confirm everything with you?

A moment ago, while on FFS, I wanted to help Bernadette so desperately.

Getting her back from some sick (and fucking old) pedophile, but I was fucking short of 3million. Fuck it. -.-

Just now, for some reason, I felt my medications ain't enough to last me till follow-up.

Crap. Why must I have diabetes?

What's worse is that, when I'm down, no one will me there, lending me a shoulder to cry on.

Life is such a fuck.

♥For me, it’s only you , 7/20/2009 11:55:00 PM.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Jeremy had forgotten who the fuck am I.

Thanks for that.

Really "APPRECIATED".

♥For me, it’s only you , 7/14/2009 12:56:00 AM.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

School just started not long ago, and now it's already Sunday! D: Time filessss. Omg. D:

Weekends has been a bore. ._. Nothing much I could do. D:

Dance studio is moving on the 27 July, which means they won't be open until they've settled down in their new place. Fuck it. That leaves me short of 9 hours in 3 weeks for my NYAA. T___T! I don't know what else to do to complete the requirement lor. T.T Wahhh! No idea what to join next which can help me in completing my remaining 9 hours. :/

Recently, I've got the sudden urge to get back to singing again. ._. But thinking that now I've lose like half of the skills that I've learnt in choir, I thought that I better not. -.- And I've went to did a research on the fees. It's expensiveeeee! ]:! I'm afraid to ask my mum to let me join a singing class. -.-

Gonna have a meeting for the COB project thingy. Crap. I'm scare. D: TSKKK.

Anyways, I've been visiting this site, they got a lot cute/funny/blah blah blah pictures. [:

Hehe! :D

It's...pee.. ._.

Want a big butt? Ask her how! :X

Would you eat them? ._.

HAHAHA :X

Photos credit: http://www.nataliedee.com/ [:

Anyways!

Watch it! You'll love it. :X

♥For me, it’s only you , 7/12/2009 12:43:00 PM.

Thursday, July 09, 2009

TSK. The videos that Noora sabotaged me on, on my birthday. TSK.

Bad people. TSK!

Video size was too big, so I gotta upload them on youtube before I could put them on blog. :O

♥For me, it’s only you , 7/09/2009 01:03:00 AM.

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, XUJIEYI! [:

Wahhh. Everyone in clique already 18, and I'm still 17. ]:

Sad that you didn't come today. D:

Wah. The rest made me bring home your present siaaaa. Tskkkkkk!

Hehs. Anyways, get well soon, girl. [:

Stay happy always! xD

♥For me, it’s only you , 7/08/2009 11:43:00 PM.

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

Hehs. I'm home. [:

Here are the photos. xD

Hehs. Present from Peiwen. [: SO CUTE RIGHT? xD Round shape penguin :O

Yes yes. See the crack on the word "Happy" on the chocolate? EDIBLEPAPER is just my nickname on games. xD

My birthday cake! With a packet of dry ice. :O! Ice cream cake. :P By the way, this should show a CLEARER crack on the word "Happy" -.-

My bear's birth certificate. [:

Introducing....PAPER BEAR! [: She's alive. :P

Well, she really is! :D

Backview. xD So pinky lor. HAHAHA.

DOMO-KUN SOFT TOY! [: From Noora. :P

Domo-kun hand bag. HAHAHA. xD From Xinyun.

This Domo had just returned from suntanning. HAHAHA. Chao tar. xD

YEOCHEELENG! :D

Look like doll hor? HAHAHA. :X And her bag machiam like bigger than her. HAHAHAHA! :X

Yes. My Dad! I've transfered him from my phone to my blog.

Oh oh, not forgetting my mum in the background and sec sis's butt and back at the side. :X

Wendy, have fun talking to my Dad. HAHAHA! :X

Hello, would you like to donate to YMCA? You better donate, if not Imma kill you. :D xD

I wanted to make a *Eee at tin* face, but Cheeleng didn't allow. D:

♥For me, it’s only you , 7/07/2009 10:12:00 PM.

Weee~ I'm finally here to blog :O

It's gonna be a pretty long post, so Imma put photos on the next post. [:

Let's start from WEDNESDAY! [:

Wednesday, 1 July 2009

Supposed to meet Wendy at 2.20pm at Dhouby Ghaut MRT. But, I WAS LATE and I missed the chance to see UTT! WAHHH! D: So sad leh! ]:

Then headed off to YMCA to meet up with Aunty Jo and some classmates for the hip hop event's meeting that YMCA is gonna organise. :D

Aunty Jo got a new haircut, me and Wendy was totally shocked! :X!

SE is gonna have a class tee and namecards for the class reps. So cool lor. :X

Me and Wendy thought that we'll be the late to reach luh. But instead of being the last, we're the first to reach! xD Hehs. :P

I was pretty lost during the meeting. TSK. D: Overall, it isn't that bad luh. :X

Later on me and Wendy walked around with Huda, Mas and the boys around. Blah blah. Then me and Wendy kinda of like forgotten the route back to PS. -.-! Cabbed there instead, if not we'll be walking rounds and rounds in the same old place, and wouldn't make our way to PS. HAHAHA! :X

Dinner-ed at KFC. [: Super early dinner lor. :O!

Wendy wanted to shop ar daiso again. HAHAHA. xD She wanted to find the chocolate flavour shinchan's chocolate biscult, but it seems to be out of stock in PS' branch. Aww. D:

Walked around for a bit and home sweet home. [:

Took the same bus, and talked a lot of stuffs lor. Kept laughing. HAHAHA. And the whole bus seems to be filled with our voice and laughters. HAHAHA. xD

Thursday, 2 July 2009

Class outing! [: SE pinic at Sentosa! :D

I was late (AGAIN!). D:! Reached Vivo at 12pm++ T.T As most people had already went over to Sentosa already, I was asked to go and meet up with Benson's clique with Azura and Aisah. :O!

Aunty Jo suddenly smsed me asking me about my whereabout, and I didn't know she was already at Palawan beach with the class until I reached! :X I thought she was at the entrance or something. :X!!

Hehe. Lazed around, chit chat, eat, take photos, blah blah blah. :O

Aunty Jo left Sentosa really soon lor. D: Elieen reached Sentosa at like 2pm+? She damn late then woke up luh. HAHAHA. :X

Left Sentosa early together with Benson's clique and train-ed back to Vivo. The guys left, leaving me, Wendy and Elieen. :3

Starbucks-ed. At the same time, Wendy was doing the namecards logo. :3 Barcodes. xD Urban chio-ness. xD Chatted and stuffs. Laugh and laugh. HAHAHAHA. xD

Then walked around Vivo and harbourfront centre to look for Cheeleng's present. [: I manage to get something from harbourfront centre. :O Hehs. I got myself a mood braclet which Wendy thought it's "Mood Bra" HAHAHAHA! Well, with the price tag sticker on it, the words really did turn out to be "Mood Bra" HAHAHAHA!

Bought some food and then home! :O

Friday, 3 July 2009

Met Peiwen in the noon at BPP to collect my present. :D The present was wrapped until freaking big luh. Kept laughing lor. HAHAHA! Penguin soft toy! Damn cute luh! XIE XIE! xD

Home-d. Went out for dance class in the late noon. See, I so guai. 6pm was the class and 6pm was the dance class, but yet I still went for class. So guai right! xD For the sake of NYAA, must always turn up for classes! xD Wahhh! So guai! HAHAHA!

Right after lesson, quickly chiong-ed to change and head off to the bus stop. [: Nehneh luh. Waited damn loooong for the stupid bus. -.- So many people on bus somemore. TSK!

Reached Cheeleng's house at 8pm. xO I've sort of like played merry-go-round while looking for Cheeleng's block. TSK. :X Sadly Wendy couldn't make it. ]: Only me and Elieen and some AES people were there. Jasmine machiam like blanglah luh! HAHAHA! :X

My present's wrapper was like crumbled after I put in my bag lor. xO!

Did nothing much, other then eating, slacking and watching tv. :/ Not close with others, no choice. :X

Left Cheeleng's house with Elieen at 10.30pm. [:

Saturday, 4 July 2009

Yay! I've officially turned 17! [: Many thanks to all those who wished/gifted me. [:

Suppose to meet Noora and Xinyun and it was canceled on the last minutes, as Noora had to attend some course. It was postponed to Sunday. :O

Went for classes (again!) in the noon. ._.

Home-d at 4.30, bathed and stuffs.

Wanted to cut my cake, but when mum was taking the cake out of the box, she dropped the cake. -.- I totally sian-ed and felt like as if I'm cursed. -.-

Firstly, before my sisters bought the cake, the "Happy Birthday" chocolate had broke on the word "Happy" and what happened next was mum dropping the cake on the floor. ._. Thank God it's ice cream cake. .______. But the chocolates had all cracked. D: When I was cutting the cake, mum was trying to shift the cake to the centre of the plate by PUSHING on the BROKEN chocolates and kinda got scolded by me for pushing them and having more cracks on the chocolates when it had all already broke. ._. Rawrs. :/

Headed to Vivo around evening? Went to Build-a-bear-workshop and made a bear! xD Wanted to name it Schokolade Bar (Choclate Bear in German), but sis forgotten the spelling. TSK. So named it Paper Bear instead. :O Hehs. The person didn't notice the price tag on the bear's pants and didn't include the price of the pants. :X We didn't know about it when we came home and took out the bear. :X!

Went off to Expo next with big sis. Sec sis went off other place. :O Went to the robinson thingy at expo to shop. Nothing interest me. :/ Sis bought a pink and grey striped polo tee for Dad. I bet it's gonna look gay on Dad. HAHAHA. :X

Next, headed of Changi Airport and bought Popeyes for dinner. :P Sec sis came to join us. :O Wanted to walk around Terminal 3, sadly most shops had closed. We got no place to go, but home. Tsk.

Reached home at 12am+. :X

And right on 1am of 4 July, I was actually crying. -.- Bi went missing for 2 days, no call or sms from him, and even forgetting my birthday. It got me so super upset. What made me even upset was that, when he said he's gonna make it up by getting online and accompany me the whole night. Well, he did online, I wasn't then cause I wasn't home yet, but he didn't wait for my return and get online. When he told me he had smsed me asking where am I and I told him I didn't receive any smses from him, he totally ignored me and stopped talking to me. Fucking phone. Fucking boys.

Sunday, 5 July 2009

Met Noora and Xinyun at PS at 11am. [: I was the first to reach! Hehs!

Walked around PS while waiting for them. Damn hungry lor. Tsk. I could hardly have any sleep the previous night, no idea why. -.- I remembered smsing Xinyun at 6am+ telling her I can't sleep. HAHAHAHA!

After both had reached, made our way to Mahattan Fish Market and had our lunch. [: Somehow I prefer Fish & Co than to Mahattan. *Roll eyes*

Noora saboed me lor. Kanasai. Wrap present jiu suan le mah. Inside still put 3 to 4 layers of newspapers, make me open until I @#$%^&*&%#!! TSK! KANASAI. HAHAHA.

After that, went to arcade to play. :O Took neoprint (AGAIN!) as well. See, every time meet, never fail not to take neoprints. HAHAHAHA! Played the jukebox, saw one of my favourite song, but not the level. Die until siao. HAHAHAHA!

Left PS at 4am and headed for classes (AGAIN!). HAHAHAHA! -.- I was late 13 mins. ]: Sunday class is fun lor. I likeeeee! xD

Suppose to have a birthday dinner at night, but it was raining heavily, so it was canceled at the very last minute. TSK. ]:

Did I forget to mention that me and my siblings' birthdays all fall on JULY? xD

Monday, 6 July 2009

School terms start! D: Woke up with a freaking headache. It lasted the WHOLE entire day, kays! Uber terrible. Tsk.

It was pretty slack. :O Whole POA lesson was like used for Admin stuffs, namecards stuffs and class tee. :O

Didn't really have lunch. ._. Bought chips and went up to class to eat. LOL. :X Forgotten to bring medicine. TSK. -.- Went to co-op want asked about school skirts and stuffs, they told me that I can't order skirts, I was like totally wtf? I ordered 2 fucking skirts like 2 - 3 months ago, and it did not come at all, now you're telling me I can't order the school skirts? Wtf!

COB was next. Pretty slack as well. :X Hehs.

Then was BSE. Gotten back our papers. I got 23/50 sia! Cheebye! 2 more marks! WAHHHHHH! T.T BSE was kinda slack too luh. Recaps on the previous chapter only. :O

Stayed in school for less than an hour to discuss about the YMCA and class tee thingy. YMCA damn difficult sia. Tsk. ]: Class tee was alright, except at colours. I totally suck in colours combination. TSK.

Home-d. [:

Today, 7 July 2009

Another boring day with a ~~sunny~~ rainny weather. :O xD

OFA! Ms Lee never come. TSK. ]: Kena some really boring relief cher. But as always, slack-y lesson. :P

Then was COB. Frozed in the room lor. It was raining outside. Tsk. D: After lesson, sort of like told Aunty Jo about the co-op crap. She've helped me in telling the co-op cher and now the co-op cher wants to see me. :O So fast sia. Hehs. THANK YOU, AUNTY JO! :X

Lunch break. :O Maggie-d again. :O Forget to bring medicine AGAIN! TSKKKK!

BSE next. Waited hella long for Mr Chow to open the room. Joked a lot while waiting for Mr Chow. Laughed the shit out of myself. HAHAHAHA! Stomach was mad hurting. HAHAHAHA. My Dad is in my phone. HAHAHAHA! And I bet Wendy had fun talking to my Dad IN THE PHONE. HAHAHAHA! Only clinque would understand what am I talking about. HAHAHA.

Mr Chow dismissed us early by half an hour. [: Went home and now I got an errand to run! D:

Imma post the photos LATER when I get back home. :P

♥For me, it’s only you , 7/07/2009 05:07:00 PM.

Saturday, July 04, 2009

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO ME! [:

A less retarded one compared to the one Wendy took. LOL.

This was taken on Elieen's birthday though. HAHAHA. Who cares! :P

I'm finally 17. Wow. I feel old.

Sister bought me a Haagen Dazs birthday cake! [:

The "Happy Birthday" chocolate, broke at the word "Happy".

How nice. I felt like as if I'm being cursed right now.

I'm really not happy right now. -.-

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Cried, 1 hour after 12AM. Yes, 1AM.

Best present I ever received.

Thanks.

♥For me, it’s only you , 7/04/2009 12:19:00 AM.

Friday, July 03, 2009

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, YEOCHEELENG! :D

Yay! This is the first photo that we took. xD

Before you cut bangs (again) and rebonded your hair and before my hair started growing longer :P

Yay! You can finally watch M18 le! HAHAHAHA! I guess Jasmine is gonna kill me when she sees this. HAHAHA! Who cares! :P!

Yay! And hours later, 20+ people gonna go pwn your house! xD

OH YES, AND PLEASE UH! STOP BULLYING ME! D: Bullying someone younger than you by a year and a day lor. T_____T

HEHEHE! LOVE LOVE! :D <3

♥For me, it’s only you , 7/03/2009 12:12:00 AM.