Friday, June 05, 2009
I wonder why, whatever I've explained to you, nothing gets to you, you never understand what I've said, and just continue assuming the same old stuffs despite explaining everything to you again and again. Saying that I don't love you no more, even after I've said that "I still love you" TWICE. What the fuck is this crap? Saying I've never love you AT ALL, then said you were refering to after the break up, who would believe that shit?Maybe it's just part of your revenge, trying to hurt me back cause I've hurt you by breaking up with you and some of stuffs that happened regarding *someone* before the broke up. I got no idea if you actually know that, what you're doing right now actually hurts me. Maybe you just want to see me getting hurt, depress and all that shit. You're just either a plain morron or a plain fucker. I don't know. Either one. Whatever that is, congratulation, you've suceeded in hurting me, making me depress and making me feel like shits.
Having someone new soon after we broke up, then claiming that she hits on you and you don't actually like her. Come on, I'm not as dense as you think. I know she did hit on you, but I'm not dumb enough to believe that you DON'T like her. I've found out many many things way before you came giving me excuses and all the craps. Maybe SHE is the reason why it gives you the courage to rub about the divorcing, RIGHT INTO MY FACE.
I'm over you. So over you. I'm tired to have always trying to defend you when others want to fame you down cause of your asshole-ness. I'm tired from listening to all those lame excuses you could think of. I'm tired from not being about to feel security from you. I'm tired for always doing so much for you, and getting back shits from you in return. I'm tired from being annoyed by you for making rude remarks/names at my friends. I'm tired from all your empty words. I'm tired of your childish-ness. I'm tired of your asshole attitude. I'm tired of you always making your own assumptions.
Whatever. I'm fucking washing my hands off you. I'm not gonna let you affect my life/mood no more. I live to please MYSELF, not YOU! Hope that you're happy that you've managed to hurt me and making me teared over you. But from now on, everything you do, it ain't gonna hurt me anymore. Have fun with your new girlfriend. And if you were to read this post, you'll most probably go "Waishi hates me" AGAIN. I don't fucking care no more. I'm done. What happened, happen. It's already the past. I'm not looking back no more.
♥For me, it’s only you , 6/05/2009 11:07:00 PM.
